She then said. “Ah adeoluwa thats my anus. Raise your finger up a bit…. No a little bit
She directed me to the spot but it didn’t seem like
an opening. I then applied little pressure in putting the tip of my finger inside, She closed her eyes and said. “Be careful, it hurts a bit.”
The tip of my finger finally got in, so I started taking it in and out
need you to do the real thing.” I then said. “It would hurt, I don’t want to hurt
u.” She then said. “You deserve it Adeoluwa I love
you.” I couldn’t decline her, so I mounted on her and I
said. “Tope you have to help out here, you have to use your hand to align it to the position.” She then assisted me to it. My cap was just
on the surface of her v***na. I then started to apply little
pressure on it. I really didn’t want her to feel much pain.
She then said. Adeoluwa just do it….Just do it.”
I couldn’t push it in, I felt it was gong to hurt, it was just so tight. While I use still applying pressure she then tilted her waist towards me,
causing an abrupt intrusion. She screamed and held me tight.
There was a snap inside of her, I felt it. I knew it was better I remained inside of
her. It was very obvious she was in extreme pain, I could tell by the grip she had in her embrace. She then said. “Continue Adeoluwa continue. Don’t stop no matter what.” I then started thrusting… She closed her eyes pretty tight trying to bear every pain she perceived. I get sorry for her but happy for myself.
The feeling inside of her was soothing and mind blowing. Her tightened grip on me enthralled me to an ecstasy I had never experienced before. After about 10 minutes I climaxed inside of her. It was so compelling I had to lie on top of her and
remained inside till I shrunk out of her. I then put on the light and the bed sheet was
stained with blood, it was a gory sight.
removed it and washed it that night. We both showered and laid on the mattress and started
talking. I said to her. “What came over you?” She said. “My friend Bimpe got deflowered last week by a guy that never truly loved her. She gave it to him because she wanted him to stay. But I gave it to you because you are truly caring,
loving and supporting. I have written JAMB exams 4
times and because of you I made it this time. My life would have be noting without you.” I said to her. “Tope, I truly care about you.
But don’t you think that was too extreme?” She said. “It had to be you. It would have
been with a guy that doesn’t deserve it. We have known
each other for 3 months and you never asked for it. I have no regrets Adeoluwa even if we don’t end up together.” I then said. “You are sweet girl Tope.” She said. “One more thing.” I said. “What?”
She then said. “We have to do it one more time in
the morning, my friend told me the more I do it the
more I enjoy it. I need to enjoy you Adeoluwa. I know you are finishing service soon and I won’t see you again. Please let me have the privilege.” I pondered for a while and I said. “Okay Tope, no problem.” We had sx that morning, though she was in pain but she bore it all because of me, because of her love, her commitment, her passion for me. I knew in my heart that if her circumstances was a bit better I would vow to marry her against all odds. I loved her…………
We had sx that morning, though she was in pains
but she bore it all because of me, because of her love, her commitment, her passion for me. I knew in my heart that if her circumstances was a bit better I would vow to marry her against all odds. I loved her and I became so fond of her.
We became more carnal and grew in intimacy.
Everyday we engaged in lascivious delight and Tope began to enjoy the pleasurable ecstasy each
time we entangled in the salacious act.
After my service year had ended, I decided to stay back for a week so as to bid farewell to Tope. I knew everything we had was going to end as soon as I departed from Kogi state, and she knew that too. She couldn’t help but cry all through the last few days I spent with her. I felt for her, I was moved but I couldn’t change what fate had put
The day I was leaving, she saw me off to the park. As I waited for the vehicle to be filled, she was sobbing inordinately, her face covered in tears and her nose licking…. It was a sorry sight, I hugged her close and she cried out loud. “Noo…
My life! My life! Oh God why?” I said to her. “Tope it’s okay baby, I will miss you
dearly.” She then said. “What will I do now? Where will I
start from? I cannot love anybody again. oh God please…” I was able to calm her down and she stopped
sobbing. We had already created a scene and people were beginning to say things. I then said to her. “Tope, please I need you to have this money, it is N12,000 get a good phone so we can keep in touch.”
She said. “Of what good will it be Adeoluwa? When I
know I cannot have you forever.” Hmmmmmmmmm…..
Tope, please I need you to have this money, it is N12,000 get a good phone so we can keep in touch.”
She said. “Of what good will it be Adeoluwa when I know I cannot have you forever.”
I then said. “Please Tope, I just need to know how you are faring, to know if I can help you with anything, to hear your sweet voice again.
Please Tope it means a lot to me. ”She took the money and she started sobbing
again and she said. “Good bye Adeoluwa, good
bye…” As she ran away in tears. I stood and watched her fade away in sight. I had
tears in my eyes and felt an emptiness within.
The vehicle got filled and I embarked on my journey to
Lagos. As I journeyed I reflected on the sweet
moments Tope and I shared. I then realized they were the best times of my life and I felt privileged to have had such memories.
I got home and met my family, everyone was happy to see me again. I sure did miss home and all the comforts, but nothing compared to Tope, whom I missed dearly. I knew I would probably not see her again and everything we had
would only linger in thoughts till they grow dim with time.
A week passed and I didn’t hear from Tope, as I
suspected. I knew she must have taken the decision to stay aloof, it must have been very hard on her. I had no option than to move on and
face the reality before me.
Through my mom’s connection, I was able to
secure a very profitable job in one of the biggest oil companies in Nigeria, in just 3 weeks after my youth service.
Continues in chapter 7